boomstown, baby

whatshouldwecallme:

when someone asks “didn’t you give up meat for lent?”

my dad just came home with some cupcakes and some weed. whatever you gotta do, man. whatever you gotta do.

i don’t know exactly what it was that decided to attack my insides, but i’m so close to throwing it up right now. right in front of 20 high school girls. now wouldn’t that be lovely? arghh letting out my frustration on here so i can just let it goooooo

3 more hours, belly. let’s do this.

well shit. it’s been a while. i’ve been in such a terrible mood lately, i have finally got somewhat of a handle on it, but it was scary for a while.

random things:

1. stopped going to bootcamp (first time back today after 6 weeks. 6 WEEKS! ugh)
2. went to boston and pittsburgh, third wheeled that shit up
3. realized i am REALLY good at being a third wheel. too good, actually.
4. starved in the bc dorms and gave into a hot dog fresh off the grill on st. patty’s… had meat the rest of the trip after that :/
5. mom’s anniversary yesterday. i always worry i’m going to freak out and go apeshit on everyone, but i think when i prepare myself i can turn it into a good day.
6. brother’s wedding plans=kill me now. they’re driving me (and everyone else) nuts
7. although i did somehow fit into what must have been an incorrectly sized 4 “bridesmaid” dress that seemed a little loose… clearly trying to trick people
8. dad’s starting to show his frustration with his medication symptoms… i.e. driving like a madman and including every profane adjective to describe someone that pissed him off. it’s like freshman year all over again.
9. grandpa’s not eating as much and i’m concerned. 
10. i’m gonna win the mega millions.

it’s been a while.

power surge killed almost everything in our house, including the internet modem, so i haven’t been able to get online. plus, i was out of town for a week.

I need to stop drinking

whatever